12 years..

no matter how hard things are around me, she's still there for me.
I love her.
My bestfriend, ever.
Happy 12 years anniversary.

Thank you.
Kumbawa... =) 

The chase part.... =')

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable.

to all my exes,

and my current one

this is why im doing certain things. 

I always do what you say - no more. 

CB Trip...episode 4

continuation...hehe

after kes kena halau swimming pool, we headed back to our rooms,took bath and we gathered in Madam Noraida's room as usual.

 In Madam's room. everyone was excited for next activity actually..hehe..

walked to the River Cruise area... yes, we walked. eyh? didnt we? aaa..forgot! hahaha

*text my friend first..urgh..no reply. assuming that we walked..haha*

This pic was taken while we were waiting for the next empty cruise. 

=)

Stairs?

No...those are paintings on the walls. Most of the building that we saw along the riverbank are painted with drawings. Nice. ^^

Ruver cruising took for about 20 mins? yeah..20 minutes uhs and ahs...haha!

Next, we headed to Taming Sari. such a tallll erm..tower? no idea how to call it. it's like the elavator going uppp bah~ and u get to watch the city of Melaka. RM15 per entrance.

most of us dare ourselves to go. some even cried~ hehehe..

I was scared as well but most of the time, I recorded the scene,so it was okay. haha..

Us before going in. we got free drinks and muffins. 

still, Doug and I bought ourselves mineral water. hahaha.. haus bah.

This was already in the Taming Sari. Color baju memainkan peranan. hahaha. everywhere we went, the 3 of us (me, Val and Marianne but Marianne wasnt in the pic because, she's scared of height so she didnt join us.haha) will try to wear same color shirts. for what reason? no idea. hahaha!

One of the best view. See those blue colored tents/stalls?

yeah..blue colored stalls/tents, we went there to shop souvenirs. and I got annoyed people kept asking us "orang pusak ka?" aiseymannnn~ 

 we shopped and shopped until ermm midnight?? tedah my friends, some kepenatan. haha..walked back to hotel after that and hurrahhhh... the last night in Melaka. 

next episode would be on Kualalalala Lumpur~

to be continued. 

=)


oh..atas permintaan Suwa Suwe~

hehe
=)

CB trip...episode 3

After we went to Jaya Jusco, we went to the city of Malacca. most of it because, we want to take pictures.haha

A MUST to take pic in front of this church.

=)

I was exhausted and thirsty!! I forgot who gave me that mineral water eyh..

Took pic with one of the Portugist artist.Artist as in the one who draws/pain teally well? hehe.. He's super nice. and can memorize our name real well. 

Didn't I tell I was exhausted? Hahaha..the rest went to buy shopping around the church area. 

Douglas and his...erm..how to call that thing again? 

Then we went to A'Famosa. Such a historical place. =)

In...

Out...

Then we went to the side where we saw,animals! hahaha..

paid RM3 just to take pic with those.

The iguana changed its color!!

=) 

Next stop, we went to Muzium Kapal..

correct ka? hahaa..

when you go to museum, people expect you to read the histories right?

while us...camwhore all the time~ some even sat on the floor, menikmati aircond. haha

Then, we went off back to the hotel and we reached at 4:30p.m.

Since there's nothing to do (aktiviti bebas), some went to sleep,

while the 5 of us (excluding that unknown guy),

Doug, Khairul, Bigshow and Eric came later. no pic of them..hee..

we managed to swim for half and hour, and laterrr, there's the lady came and said we're not allowed to swim since some of us weren't wearing swimming suit.

=.='

still...we laughed out bout it. dah puas2 baru kena halau..heee...

okay..to be continued in the next episode 

=) 

CB-Trip..episode 2

yeah..here's the continuation...I stopped at Melaka Tourism Department that day...so yeah...still on MELAKA yeah..

Next, we went to Jaya Jusco..

a very biggg hypermarket eyhh

so sakai like that and how I wish they have one here in Kuching.

hmmm...

outside view...

while waiting for Mr. E.J. somehow,this pic looks wrong..haha.. madam should be on my place eyh.

me indah duduk kat kerusi =S

In Jaya Jusco where E.J gave us talk and explanation the concept of Jaya Jusco.

most of their products are seriously cheap.

tomatoes? rm0.42 per kg?? 

I can be a happy vegetarian if I leave here...

and the fishes?? OMG...fresh gilerrrrr!!!

and the best thing here also, the place is veryyy clean. no flies.

thankz to the air-conds. hehe

Guess what did I ask?

hahahaha..

clue : see that thing hanging?? haha

and then,there's group photo. Most of the pics taken are only for report purposes. He didnt allow us to simply take pictures. everything need to ask him "can take pictures of this?"

it was 2p.m when this pic was taken and since the bus driver called and said he'd be there by 3:30p.m...so...they went for lunch.

and as for me...

for 1 and a half hour, I really dont care about skipping my lunch. hahaha 

Next, we went to Bandaraya Melaka. 

erm..i'll do that in my next post...wanna study now

=)

CB Trip

Consumer Behavior Trip...under Madam Noraida. 20 students altogether.
we went to Melaka and Kuala Lumpur. Melaka for 2 nights and one night in KL.
though I thought my job as the PM has over, but I was wrong. still I need to prepare the report.
oh well... wanna start reporting in here first. hahaa

This is our beloved Madam Noraida and her youngest son, Farish. I'm not sure how to spell. hehe..

and this was the first time I saw her in jeans. ^^

Though flight got delayed from 3pm to 3:30p.m, still we reached KL LCCT on time (5.00pm). had to wait for the bus for half and hour. didn't take much pic here since after that we went to McD. lol.

Since I had to make sure everyone got into the bus, in the end I had to sit like sooo faraway behind. 

erm..it wasnt a bus actually. it was a coaster. and...

we didnt like it. =.='

KL to Melaka....we reached Melaka at 8p.m plus.

see those money?? Pocket money kamek org~

RM168 each person. ^^

oh..forgot to mention. this was where we stayed in Melaka.

Hotel Mahkota.

=)

after we got our pocket money, we walked to the city to get something to eat!

like sooo hungry. it was around 10pm by then.

We ate here and I got pissed with the macha there. lain kali jak cerita. hahaa.

cuz I ended up eating NOTHING. ishh~

the place was kinda far from our hotel but walking in group was fun. especially crossing the roads! lol..

Atikah and Zera. ex-classmate when we're in Diploma. they're both went to meet us up that night and and and...she wears braces for...fashion? hehe..nice! now im missing wearing mine. hee..

both are now studying in UiTM Melaka taking Finance. 

went back to hotel around midnight. unpacked stuffs and gila2 alu tido at 1a.m? 

the next morning woke up at 5am and oh...

with Valeni and Marianne..my roomates during the trip! hehe..

in uniforms since it's time to get working babeyh!!

at the Bahagian Pelancongan Melaka.

I didn't take many pics here since my nose molah hal eyhh..

bak kata my friend "water coming out from nose"..hee..

to be continued...going to class now..hee

^^

the result of election!

The result was out at 12:00a.m 

like sooo Nightline eyhh?? hahaha..

oh well...I guess Ive to start learning how to do minutes of meetings. 

No experience at all in this..huhu..

will try my best guys ;)

thankz for the vote. (mcm AF la pulaa...)

and oh...

seriously the 4 of us don't care whether you wanna bring us down

because from now on...

WE'RE IN-CHARGE.

Election

Honestly, Im nervous.... 

>.<

so?

Me : Q...he's missing. *sobs

Him: So?

Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Q

my lil dog was missing last night. I was about to give him his feedings at 8.30p.m and when I called him over and over again, like no sign like that eyh. yahh..panicked. went out to look for him, WALKING some more and it was almost 9pm by then. road is dark at my area eyh. nang sik duli eyh..hmm.. still no sign. went back home,drive car instead. til Everrise there carik.. nothing also. went home again, that's when I started to text everyone.huhu...

then..I heard some kind of puppy barking. I went out from house,berkaki ayam eyh! and I got mistaken, it was my neighbour's puppy situated few blocks away from my house. aish...I walked back home, started crying. Luckily no one saw me in that state eyh. mun sik, mesti orang ingat me pengemis professional. yahh..

I can't stop crying after that. So sad like that because he means sooo much to me. He's the 5th Q eversince I was born. (meaning to say everytime we buy dogs, the name either has to be Tiger or Q. Bobo? that one special case..haha..) and for the very first time, we have Q, a very hyperactive one. everyday he'll wait for me at the gate everytime when I'm back from somewhere no matter it's during the day or night, and yeah, he watches Animal Planet together with me before I go to classes. he'll bark whenever he sees fast movements in TV. haha.. he'll role over when manjakk nya datang eyh. and since we have fish pond, dad always get angry when Q took out fishes from the pond. =.=''' haha.. he just can't stand or sit still. always wanna bite things eyhh...

thinking of that, I really felt sad. it's like a big lose of a life. then, I asked my neighbour sebelah eyh. First, I asked the son. yeah, scared of him but, gasak jak la. went to their front gate.
Me: Wat, did you see Q?
Him: Yeah..ku nangga nya selit gate depan ktk org.

( Sik logik eyhh... maka badan Q bigger bahhh then the spaces between gate ya..said Thankz jak la..then masuk rumah. walked straight to the back gate and I saw his mum. Felt like asking. )

Me: Aunty, did you see Q?
Her: yeah.. saw him ulang alik at that area. (pointing to the main road)
Me: (kenaklaaaa nya tok sik madah eyh.mun ku sik nanyak,nang sik mdah2!) erm, k..Thanks.

Then, I saw the fence of my neighbour's house was like dented a bit. It wasn't like that before. So, I got the clue dy. Q entered my neighbour's house through that fence, they let him go through the back gate and then yeah..that's when Q got lost? jaik neighbour ku eyhh... mok bulak, pi kantoi. sorang mdh lain,sorang mdh lain. Now I have reasons to tikam selipar to your cats if they go to our house. hmmm..not slippers, but HEELS!

10:30p.m.... I still havent gave up. Took the car keys and looked for him again. and yay...I found him. few lorongs away (lorongs? got such word ka?hehe) and he was under the car, surrounded by 5-6 bigger and fierce dogs. He was shivering. How scared he was. He saw me, yet he still scared to go out under the car. after few minutes, he came out and hug2... drove home, he was still shivering. Poor baby. But I'm glad that I found you. =')

and I'm glad that I havent gave up looking for you last night. =')

Q.

Not the latest pic but this pic was taken when he's 1 month old.

Cute. ^^

9th May

Dont talk to me about relationship until that date comes.

ku mok focus.

ku mok score.

ku mok Dekan.

faham sik?

your support is what I want.

and what you're asking, that's too much.

urghhh!!

gahhh!!

Had breakfast with him this morning
and since you didnt talked much, I decided to buy newspaper.
I ate my Kueh Tiaw Goreng while I read.
Then...you scolded me. 


You sent me. 
As soon as I stepped out from the car,
You quickly closed the door,locked it,and drove away.


Why do you have to be so moody?
How come it feels like you're getting less patient,and I'm getting stronger in it?


urgh... let's stop. shall we?

dot dot dot...

Let's not fight anymore.

So, best wishes will always go for you and me.

Glad you found the better one now

She has what I don't have which can make you happier.

I'm happy for you

=')

DOM

yeah..sorry I have to ignore you.

that I just walked passed, pretending I didn't hear you calling my name.

you're hurting me more. 

and I dont want to hurt you either.

Sorry 

='(

touched

I watched a Korean movie titled "My girlfriend is a Gumiho"... but since I malas wanna watch from the very 1st episode, I watched the last episode instead. hahaha! Im not soo into cerita yang bulak2 where there's effects of animation in moviesso that's one of the reason why I wasnt interested at all. But what really made me wanna watch towards the end was, the lady has only 9 days left to live. so on the 8th day, her boyfriend really wanna spent the last few hours with her with special memories around. First, he wanted to bring her out for movie unfortunately, all the tickets that he had falls on the next day. everything "tomorrow". Then he wanted to bring her to meet the aunty but that aunty will only be back by "tomorrow." Then, he wanted to bring her to see waterfall where they first met but, it was still on construction and will only be opened "tomorrow".

He cried. He wasn't strong enough anymore to put that smiley face in front of his girlfriend and hide how sad he was. Aku pun alu nangis juakkk cuz ku kesian nangga how he ran to the side, hiding from his gf and cried. aihhh..huhu. I cried even harder when on the next day, they're both at the basketball court, the lady kissed him and...died. dissapear. huhu..I wished I can share with you all the video especially that part but I can't find it in Youtube.

now..currently watching Marry me Mary. and the OST that I like in this drama is... this. enjoy. =')

Interesting.

Andainya lelaki tahu.. Apabila seorang perempuan jatuh cinta, lelaki itu tidak semestinya punya segalanya tetapi lelaki itu adalah segalanya di hatinya.   Andainya lelaki tahu.. Apabila seorang perempuan itu mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah, tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu.   Andainya lelaki tahu.. Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat dan menyayangi lelaki itu.   Lihat saja pasangan yang baru bercinta, mereka jarang bergaduh. Tetapi percayalah semakin bertambah sayang mereka pada seseorang, semakin pula banyak pertelingkahan yang berlaku.   Andainya lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan bercakap banyak, dia tidak pernah bermaksud untuk membuat anda rimas, tapi dia mahu lelaki mengenalinya dengan lebih dekat.   Andainya lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan berkata dia mahu anda berubah, itu bukan bermakna dia tidak mahu menerima anda seadanya, tetapi dia mahu menjadikan anda lebih baik, bukan untuk dirinya, tetapi untuk masa depan anda.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan cemburu dan tidak percayakan anda, bukan bermakna dia tidak sayang.. tetapi dia terlalu sayangkan anda dan masih menganggap anda anak kecil yang masih memerlukan sepenuh perhatian.   Kadang2 dia terlalu risau sekiranya terlalu percaya, anda akan mengkhianati kepercayaan yang diberi. Naluri keibuannya sangat kuat. Dia hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anda.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan merajuk, jangan kata dia mengada-ngada. Dia bukannya mahu dipujuk dengan wang ringgit atau hadiah sedozen, tetapi cukup dengan perhatian yang boleh buat perempuan rasa dihargai.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan jarang mengatakan ‘i love u’, itu tidak bermaksud dia tidak menyintai tetapi dia mahu lelaki itu merasai sendiri cintanya, bukan hanya hadir dari kata-kata tetapi juga melalui bahasa tubuhnya.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan kata dia rindu sama kamu, dia benar-benar maksudkannya. Apabila berjauhan, bayanganmu akan sentiasa bermain di mata.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan kata lelaki lain itu lebih baik dari kamu, jangan percaya kata-katanya kerana dia hanya mahu menguji kamu. Dia mahu melihat sejauh mana kamu sanggup menjadi yang terbaik di matanya. Walaupun sebenarnya memang kamulah yang terbaik di hatinya.   Selagi dia dengan kamu, percayalah, walaupun perempuan menganggap masih ramai lagi yang lebih baik di matanya tetapi di hatinya, kamu tetap yang terbaik.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan menjadi degil, dia bukan bermaksud untuk menjadi degil tapi dia mahu melihat sejauh mana lelaki itu mampu bersabar dengan kerenahnya.   Percayalah, hati perempuan itu sangat lembut. Andai kena caranya, jangan terkejut kalau akhirnya dia menukar fikirannya dalam masa sesaat.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Apabila perempuan berkata, “tolong tinggalkan saya!”, dia tidak bermaksud menyuruh anda pergi selamanya. Dia hanya mahu menenangkan fikirannya sebentar saja.   Apabila dia kembali tenang, percayalah dia akan mencari anda semula. Itu tandanya dia benar-benar menyintai anda. Perempuan sukar untuk mengawal perasaan. Dia terlalu emosional. Tapi dialah yang paling menyayangi anda dan sangat sensitif dengan perubahan pada diri anda.   Andai lelaki tahu.. Sememangnya Allah menciptakan lelaki dan perempuan itu dengan perbezaan yang tersendiri. Tetapi sekiranya mereka saling memahami, mereka akan saling melengkapi dan menyempurnakan.   Perempuan itu diciptakan oleh Allah indah sekali. Di sebalik air matanya, tersimpan seribu satu kekuatan yang bakal menjadikan seorang lelaki itu merasa selamat bersamanya.   Biarpun zahirnya perempuan itu tampak lemah tapi dia punya kekuatan tersendiri yang bisa menggoncang dunia dan mungkin bisa pula membuat lelaki menjadi lemah kerananya.   Jadi hargailah kehadiran seorang perempuan dalam hidup anda kerana dia didatangkan bukan dengan kelemahan sahaja tetapi dia juga ada kekuatan untuk menyokong anda dan membuatkan hidup anda lebih sempurna. Dialah yang bakal menjadi perempuan bekerjaya, isteri juga ibu yang terbaik untuk anak2 anda.

cant wait...

One more day left and it's going to be my 1 week plus of study week..
I really cant wait. now my mind is more towards assignments this, assignments that.
Test this, test that.. aigooo...

Please bare with me and im all yours during my holidays. <3

letting off

yes I am. my very own classmate, my very one friend, ko nganok aku giney tek?? Fuck? Cibai? nang kacak bahasa ko.. words ku sik expect dari kawu since ko rapat ngan aku bah. then ko nganok2 kedak ya, like as if aku sengaja la tek??

mun ko mok tauk la, I didnt even finished my lunch since ada suddened AGM meeting tadik pasal pencalonon President etc etc. aku terpaksa ulang balit apa nok aku sebut last Friday kat org Part 1 and 2 degree bah. esok last pengundian. meeting til kol 2. kakya direct gik ku gi unit keselamatan beri keterangan tentang sticker kreta. ko tauk sik aku dapat kenak buang eyhh??! ko tauk sik betapa takut aku time ya ?? tapi nasib terbukti ku sik salah.aku beri keterangan. Clay and Coln yang salah bah. jadi aku lepas. and ko mok tauk sik lamakkkk guard ya lecture nya duak?? and I had to be there cuz jadi SAKSI. ended around 3:45p.m. aku gi library. sikda gik plug for my laptop. ko pun tauk nak laptop aku rosak battery eyh?!

so, ku mok tanyak kawu, ada masa kah aku mok check assignment kita ya?

and then, dah ku dalam class, aku tunggah kawu,so that ko berik aku pendrive and aku check/edit, pi pa yang ku dapat? ko hempas barang. ko tunjuk muka manas. ko membebel pa smua. come on la. time ya time ku mok polah kerja since Sir gik busy, kawu indah sikmok beri pendrive ngan aku. kakya aku text kawu pa smua,aku explain dari A ke Z, ko bising2 madah ko sikkan baca msg aku. hebat lah kwu kdak ya??

mun kawu mok manas giney pun, at least ko tauk dolok apa sebab org camtok camtok ka. tok sik, ko mbak palak dirik jak, neyndak aku manas. pi aku manas kat kawu, ada ku tengking ko kdak ya?? sanggup gik ku gi toilet nangis sia tek ngenang ku tahan manas ku kat kawu eyh. aku text kawu,ko sik baca nak? bagusla. nothing to do with me anymore. ive done my part. ko mok polah apa ngan assignment ya,ko polah la.

i can do own my own! cuz nang byk part aku yang polah bah. tok aku sik polah sikit, ko tunjuk belang. aku taukla ko period. hampeyyy juak sikpat control emosi ko ya? ishhh...

Luput means Pengsan!

Presentation on MR has been done. tinggal report. But Dr Voon wants to see the draft of the report on Monday.

Trip to Melaka and Kuala Lumpur was a success. Tired!! hmm.. Report to be submitted on 20th April.

9.4.2011- To Damai and Pasir Pandak for community service and "team-building". 9am til noon under the sun.

Test QMT this coming Monday. havent start studying.

Test PD on Tuesday. and my BEL presentation for 10 minutes also. slides not done yet.

Wednesday- have to submit video roleplay. havent finished editing yet.hmm..

Test CB on Friday. like...ALL chapters! huhu....

study week begins on the 16th April. 1st paper on the 27th and then 5th,6th,7th and 9th May.

gila kan? like no gap everyday have to read and read and read..... aihhhhhhhh... ='((

stressful....hmm...hadapi jak la dgn senyuman. =)